so its 1:42 in the morning and i cant sleep.
from now on ill write my journals in english, bad italian or bad german because my skills are getting kinda rusty and i dislike that. i didnt go to turistic school for nothing.
turistico-alberghiera ahahahhahaha
and i also hope that some people would actually read my journals if they understood it.
this is an international community, which i like very much so its also the least i can do.
so , what is exactly happening?
i am changing.
my interest are changing.
my days are changing.
im glad for it, though it hurts.

i said enough!
no more!
something new!
i can do it!
i am stronger than everything in my way!

self-loving
taking care
appreciating
listening to my needs and desires
alone time
releasing relieving letting go

dear selfdestruction,
you had serve me enough, and thank you, but i dont need you anymore. you are free to go back where you came from.